I still don't feel it, no I don't.
I still do hate it, yes alot.
Why why why why why can everyone else move on and leave me here???
Why why why, I don't understand. I really don't.
I lost myself. I can't be myself anymore. I tried to bring myself back, but I fail to find myself.
I can't find myself anymore. I lost myself.
I really wanna break down and cry. Cry really hard, hoping to cry all my uncertainties away.
Cry all my fears and lonliness awayyyyyy.
Where have all my friends gone? They've all gone far far far far away... I don't recognise them and neither can they recognise me anymore...
What a lousy year. What a lousy lousy lousy year. I still have not gotten over a lousy birthday I have this year. Worst birthday.
I can't be happy anymore.
Cheer me up anyone? No one. ):